The 30 Year Secret: A Journey of Self-Discovery

The 30 Year Secret: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Coming soon from Writestream Publishing and author Samantha Kincaid.

From the Foreword:

As the old saying goes, “Writing is therapy.”

I wrote this book for a multitude of reasons. First, the process of transforming my incredible true story into a fictional tale was therapeutic on a personal level. It helped me to put my actual life events and circumstances into perspective. Within these pages, through the characters of Theresa Chianti and Lucy Napoli, I tried to express my deep gratitude to my mother for giving me the greatest gift I could have ever received after an unplanned conception: a home filled with love, even if lacking in material comforts.

I was born and raised in Brooklyn, where my mother, brother and I lived in a studio apartment with a kitchen and bathroom. None of us had the luxury of a private bedroom; instead we slept on convertible couches, chairs, or cots depending on whomever happened to be visiting. Thanks to our apartment building’s unaddressed infestation, we could always count on the constant companionship of roaches. And while I remember our father as a loving man who always treated me like a princess, his financial irresponsibility meant that my mother worked two grueling waitress  jobs to keep food on the table and send us to Catholic school.

Between the ages of eight and ten, my brother and I were often separated for long periods of time. During the summers we’d live with relatives since my mother had to work. Even though he loved us, my father struggled with his own demons which prevented him from stepping up. Still, I never lacked for love.

Now imagine reaching the age of 30 and receiving news that shatters everything you believed to be true about your life. That’s exactly what happened to me one day when my oldest sister called to request my presence at her house immediately. I assumed she was going to tell me about another death in the family since we’d had more than our share of them at the time. When I arrived, I was struck by how pale she looked and knew that whatever she was about to share was not good. However, I was completely unprepared for what she disclosed.

As it turned out, no one had passed away. But figuratively, all of my beliefs about my birth, childhood and upbringing were destroyed.

A single tear fell from my eye. How could I not know? How was it possible I hadn’t figured it out on my own when the signs had all been there?

So many questions.

Theresa’s journey is my journey. Certain circumstances, places and people have been adapted for fiction but what you are about to read is based on my own life. Whatever you are dealing with, I hope you’ll find inspiration in the strength of maternal love which I know from my own experience transcends biology, legally binding contracts, and financial hardship.

With gratitude and love, I dedicate this book to my mother, a woman who lived for her children. She may not have been perfect but her love for us never failed to reflect the love of God and her devotion to the Catholic faith.

Stay tuned for details as we get closer to the release date.

Cover design by Kimberly McGath.


The Notice Serves Up Gritty Realism and an Emotional Wallop

Daniella Bova has done it again. If this new author had any concerns about her sequel living up to expectations, she can definitely put them to rest. Her follow-up to the excellent dystopia Tears of Paradox packs a powerful emotional punch while drawing readers more deeply into the perilous world inhabited by main characters Michelle and Jason. An America in which the assault and seizure of rural and small-town life by an ever-expanding, controlling, and centralized government (e.g. “the sharks”) grows ever more suffocating with each turn of the page.

In a society where family members have become brutal enemies and not even the seal of the confessional can be taken for granted, everyone becomes a suspect in a never-ending quest for survival. Want to live and worship as you please? Too bad. Want to have a baby with your husband? You’d better be willing and clever enough to secure a hideaway unless you want to incur the wrath of Gaia-worshiping zealots whose supposed concern for earth and animals does not extend to innocent human life. Got a problem with men raping young boys? You’d best keep your outrage to yourself…or else.

Are you getting the bleak picture?

Before I depress you sufficiently enough to eschew this book altogether, the author manages to balance the darkness with glimmers of actual hope in the form of human defiance and Godly assistance. A thread of the supernatural (expressed eloquently through the use of water imagery and other effective literary devices) weaves its way determinedly through the novel, strengthening resolve and lighting each step of the way. What God decrees, no man can oppose — not even the sharks — though they certainly put up one hell of a good, demonic fight.

Don’t get me wrong: there are no actual spirit demons in the novel, although based on the evil actions many of the secondary characters routinely engage in, possession is a logical conclusion and the only explanation for those who believe in Father, Son, Holy Spirit, heaven, and hell.

Unlike futuristic dystopia novels, Bova’s books are terrifying precisely because they’re set in the not-too-distant future — an America that has been fundamentally transformed. It’s a place none of us wants to visit or reside in, but within the bounds of fiction, the author provides a spine-chilling glimpse into our looming reality if we don’t abruptly change course and embrace the principles of individual liberty, personal responsibility, limited government, national sovereignty and — lest we forget in our increasingly secular humanist culture — freedom of religion.

Congratulations to Daniella Bova for a job well done!

Purchase The Notice here. Get Tears of Paradox for 99 cents on Kindle here.

This review is cross-posted at American Journal and Amazon.



More on Steps To Salvation

STSCoverWEBAs I mentioned in my last post, we’re getting ever so close to publication of Shlomo Attia’s breakthrough novel. And from the beginning of the process which began nearly four years ago, he warned me that writing this book and promoting his concepts might create controversy among my friends and acquaintances. He was right. I’m already finding that the logo alone is enough to turn off some readers even before they’ve checked out his blog, read his story and absorbed his synopsis. The man is a believer in individual liberty, in limiting the size and scope of government, and in empowering all people to work at fulfilling jobs to enable them to earn plenty of money to support themselves and their families.

He also believes that the God of Abraham, the God of Jacob, the God of Ishmael and the God of Jesus is the God of All. So far, so good. But there’s more. He also believes in reincarnation. And he believes that hell is not a fiery punishment reserved for bad people when they die: he believes hell is life on earth. And therein lies the rub with most traditionally religious people of all faiths and denominations.

In my daily life I regularly encounter Catholics and Christians who seem to believe that if you’re not onboard with their religious beliefs, you cannot possibly be a constitutional conservative. Which I find both perplexing and wrong – not to mention alienating and destructive. I have many friends on social media and real life who are not practicing Christians yet believe strongly in limited government, individual liberty, religious freedom, peace through strength and generally speaking, the principles outlined in the United States Constitution. Some are “New Age-y” types; others are Atheists. Are we to kick them out of the Tea Party movement because they don’t share the same religious beliefs?

To that end, even within the Christian denomination I’m sick of the in-fighting: Evangelicals attacking Catholics for “worshipping” Mary, the Mother of Jesus (they revere and respect her, but the “worship” falsehood lives on), Catholics attacking Protestants, and each denomination claiming they’re right and everyone else is wrong, wrong, wrong. Hey, each group has an absolute right to their beliefs and ensuing opinions based on those beliefs. But that’s my point: we should all be united in the effort to preserve every individual’s right to worship as they see fit — even if that form of worship conflicts with your own.

As long as a person’s religious beliefs do NOT compel them to engage in human sacrifice; mutilate genitalia; hijack airplanes filled with innocent passengers and crew for the purpose of crashing them into the ground or ocean in the name of Allah; rape; pillage or otherwise harm another human being’s right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness; I really don’t care what they do. It’s about freedom. It’s about having the free will to worship (or not) as you please, WITHOUT the government forcing you to violate your religious beliefs. If the faithful person in question is completely WRONG in his beliefs and practices, I suppose God will sort that out with him or her at the end of their life, anyway.

Isn’t individual liberty something we should encourage all Americans to support? So why are so many purposely creating dissension in the ranks over religion?

I never thought I’d ever be one of those people who decries man-made religion. But after spending several years researching and writing Steps To Salvation, I’ve had an epiphany of sorts. Study the history of money. Study the history of the Vatican in 15th and 16th centuries. Study what really prompted the Protestant Reformation (hint: indulgences, a sickening practice of extorting money from the well-meaning faithful to spring the soul of their loved one from purgatory). It’s been an enlightening road, to put it mildly.

At the same time it’s not my goal to force anyone to believe what I believe. But that is exactly my point: let’s all support each other’s right to follow our faith, free of government interference. You may not agree with someone else’s denomination of Christianity. Fine. Is it really necessary to attack them over it on Facebook and Twitter when all of our liberties are under fire and we need every single liberty-loving American in the fight?

The symbol of The One God Religion in the novel, Steps To Salvation.
The symbol of The One God Religion in the novel, Steps To Salvation.

Alienating others by chastising them over their religious beliefs is not doing our cause any good. On the contrary, it’s creating a lot of unnecessary drama when we should all be united in the cause of restoring and reserving the United States Constitution.

Getting back to Steps To Salvation, Shlomo’s vision of the future is a world in which all countries operate as constitutional republics, allowing people to live in freedom, create businesses without the boot of big government on their necks, raise their children to be responsible and respectful, and understand that there is One God for all. Hence, his concept of The One God Religion. In his fictional, future world of the novel most people willingly choose to become members of The One God Religion, which creates peace in the Middle East and the rest of the world. Key word: willingly. I suggested that we had to make it clear that those who made the shift did so out of free will, but that there are still people in Salvation Time who opted to keep their traditional denomination (whether Jewish, Catholic, Protestant, Evangelical, etc). There are others who don’t worship at all. Once again, it’s all about freedom and personal responsibility.

Ultimately, the book is a vehicle for Shlomo’s practical solutions for vital industries like energy, education, food and medicine, and his reform ideas for the justice and prison system. He’s a Tea Party kind of guy, which is how I met him in the first place. His philosophy is sound. That’s why I really hope the traditionally religious won’t throw the baby out with the bath water simply because they don’t like his spiritual beliefs — beliefs that evolved not only from a lifetime of questioning his own traditional Jewish upbringing in Tel Aviv, but also a clinical death that prompted his soul’s visit to heaven back in 2003.

This week we’re making final edits. With the entire book cover completed (thank you, Kia Heavey!), it won’t be long until it’s online and available for purchase. Stay tuned!